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UntitledTouch Typing Course in QWERTYDraftThis course is a copy-cat from ABCD (A Basic Course in Dvorak), only much less worked out and not as entertaining. But that's what Draft means anyways.Lesson 0This lesson teaches you the hand position on the keyboard. If you know it already, and know what a home row is, and how you're suppose to move your fingers, you can proceed to Lesson 1 directly. First, Some Terminology
Hand PositionNow, get a keyboard... Already have one? Good. For the kicks, you can get a Microsoft Natural keyboard, the split kind. I find it about the only product this company actually has done right, and it's probably the best ergonomic keyboard out there, but I'm digressing... Ok, now. Find the letters F and J and put your index fingers on them. Put the other fingers on the same row, one finger per key. You should end up with your left hand touching ASDF, and your right hand touching JKL; keys. Rub the F and J keys with your index fingers slightly. Feel the bumps on the keys? If not, try the keys under the second fingers (some Macintosh keyboards have bumps on D and K keys). These bumps are there to help you find this home position without having to look at the keyboard. Your wrists must not rest anywhere, they should be held over the keyboard at a height of about half your fingers' length. You can, however, rest your elbows on your chair arms, if it has any. Curl your fingers so that they form the half-dome shape and meet the keys vertically. Right, like on the piano. Do you play piano? Well, never mind then. Keep your thumbs over the space bar. Both of them. They won't be used in touch typing other than for pressing the space bar. You can, however, use your thumbs to press the Alt keys, or even the `Microsoft' keys (on the PC104 keyboard), but that's out of the scope of this tutorial. Your arms must be strictly parallel to the floor (and the table), and your wrists must be on the same line with your arms, not bent up, down, left or right. Exactly straight. Adjust your chair and table height to make it right. What, you can't? There, here's a nickel, go buy a better equipment. Since the distance between F and J is normally smaller than the distance between your elbows, it means your arms would come at an angle to the keyboard, but your fingers would want to be on the line perpendicular to your arms. Tell your fingers to bend over a bit and make up for the extra angle, do not bend your wrists outwards to compensate for it. This is not the most comfortable position, of course, but either get used to that, or buy a split keyboard (like the one mentioned above) that has the key rows at the appropriate angle. The reason I'm insisting on this is ergonomics. It's a bit complicated, but I'll try to give a gist of it. Basically, the most natural position for your hands is in the middle of every liberty. Say, you can bend your wrist up 90 degrees, and down 90 degrees. This means that the most natural position is 0 degrees, or straight. Then, you can bend it left and right, say, about 45 degrees. Again, the most natural position is in the middle (again straight). And finally, you can rotate your wrists from your palm facing up, and to your palm down, so the most natural position would be with your palms facing each other... Oops, that's not a very comfortable position to type, and the keyboards are usually flat, so you're forced to keep a suboptimal position in this liberty. That's why `natural' keyboards are usually made convex, so that your palms would be closer to facing each other, and you would type on the slopes. (Now you know why split keyboards could be more comfortable!) The same goes for the fingers: you can straighten them, on one line with your palm (what, you can bend them upwards? Good for you, I can't), and you can clench them into a fist. So, the natural middle position is a half-dome-like shape (a quarter of a circle), with the tips of your fingers perpendicular to the palm line. That's where the position I described above comes from. By the way, you do not have to sit with your wrists hanging in the air like that all day. You can rest your hands on the table while you're not typing. But when you're typing, don't give yourself a slack and keep your wrists up, just as I described. The pain from the wrong position will be much worse than the slight numbness in the arms at the end of a long week before the deadline. I learned it the hard way, believe me. Hand and Finger MovementAnd the last note, on how to move about the keyboard when you type. The idea is that you should always stay as close to the home position as you can. If you need to go up or down from the home row, move only one finger that needs to press that key, keep your wrist and the rest of the fingers where they are. If you are not using some finger for a few moments, it should eventually come back to its home position. This way you will know where to find each key without ever looking at the keyboard. And that's why it's called touch-typing -- you find the right keys by touch. When you have to use the Shift key, use the one on the opposite side of the letter you are typing, and press it with your forth finger (pinkie). For instance, if you're typing Alice, the capital letter A is produced by pressing the A key with your left hand while pressing the right Shift key with your right hand. However, if you're typing Lobster, then L is pressed with your right hand and the Shift key with your left. Some people prefer to use the third finger instead of pinkie to press Shift, because pinkie is a weak finger and using it too often is hard. This is allowed, and is up to you which finger to use. Final WordsThe rest of the lessons will teach you which finger is responsible for which key (and you should never use any other finger on that key), and will give you some exercises that will help you learn the layout by heart. You will find out pretty soon that you can "see" the keys in your mind by touching them with fingers, and this mental picture would most likely be quite different from what you see on the keyboard. Remember, that this mental image is much more useful and precise than the real one. Therefore, looking at the keyboard will only confuse you. Don't ever look at the keyboard again until you complete this tutorial, except, maybe, for positioning your fingers on the home row before you start typing. But even that you soon should be able to do without looking down (remember the bumps?). All right, so much for the introduction. Let's start typing! Do each exercise completely, no matter how boring it is, and better several times. Do not try to rush it, concentrate on typing it correctly rather than fast, learn the layout by heart, and never look at the keyboard. Always look at the monitor, on the text you type. In fact, I find it easier to look at the text you are reading, not the text that appears as you type. This way you are typing completely blindly, but believe me, it is easier for the beginning than anything else. Even looking at the keyboard would make it harder than the blind typing. This is how your mental vision of the keyboard develops. Check your position every once in a while, it is important that you learn to type the right way from the start. Happy touch-typing! 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grass glad guard hull hall hard haul had hulls has half had jar laugh laggard rugs rush skulls sharks sulks sugar shall sad usual us; Lesson 7Introducing E and I: Second fingers reaching upeeee iiii eeee iiii eeee iiii eeee iiii eeee iiii eeee iiii eeee iiii eiei ieie eiei ieie eiei ieie eiei ieie eiei ieie eiei ieie eiei ieie Irish Is Lake Like Life League Rules Red Russia She SAGA SEAS SHE Side Sea as all air asked agreed added are ask alike assailed age add assure agile ahead aid affairs addressed al affair argue afraid did died dead dark dreaded dressed dusk dragged dulled deal dug due dull dear die dread dare dullards drag dreadful desire dared disregard dress dislike desk dais disliked dash direful darker diffused desired elder elders ere eggs edge easier else ear eager ease edged eddied edges er ears ee eddies flush figure failed full free fire feed feels far fresh fearful filled feel figures fed flesh fail feud failure fear fled fair fur fired fell fared fresher flags fill 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figures folk fed foolish forward forwards flesh farewell fail foresee failure fear four fled fair fur fired flowers fell fared flowered foe folds fresher flags fears flashed flowed frisked farewells forsook field freed falls floor fool flow fads false file flower floods food grew girl grow glorious go gods guard goddess glade glad girls goes good grass glide glow glowed glorified guide gold grudged guessed glass grease gig grog gilded guess grief goal giraffe glue his he harassed her had heard half held higher hours heedless how hole herself has highroad hold hues here hulls hers hero heads herald head house horrors hour hair hear horrid hard hurried horse hollow high hedge horses hoofs hoarse hill heroes houses hawsers hail hissed huge haul hoards hailed heels heir hurdles haloed headed horde hall hull housed hills hideous hired houseful howled herded harder idea if is ideal issued i ill ire ideas ills irregular jar jerked joggled jigged jerk jewelled jogged jealous jaws kiss kill less looked ledger lore loss low laid laurel like la laggard life look laurels liked lie league large larked leisure lurked lead led leg loose lies ladies loud lower laugh legs lose looks loaded lawless larger leagues lolled likes lashed lowered laws lords lid loll of or old oil our off order ordered owed orders odd offered oh older odor roses read residue railroad regard rules regular rule rose real red rare rigged religious refuge road rehearsed rough rolled rushed regarded row ride rush rows roof rehearsal referred roads refuses rushes rides rid rifle rigid rowed rifles raised roofs raked rugs roar rode roll regardless released refuse rulers rail showed she soda so slow side soared shirk swaggered seek should sordid sides said soul show see safe sorrowed shadow sad shade solid sailor seas sorrow shoulder sausages seal serious shrill sore sharks sea suffer sole saw shall self sure swagger soldiers sailed suffered sighed sord salors silk sees shake shook sell sugar sheer sulks shades skilled swells souls shield sailors shoes surged slid shuffled share sails shared shrouds shallow sold shells sail sake sward swords sword saddle selfish series sua skilful shelf suede shed souse shadows shrieks use usage us used useless usual useful ushers world was will would where while were we whose wide wider wild wriggled work weird whole who whirled well wedged word walk waddled wished wish war whereas wore woodwork worked wise wailed words walls walked wail worse wheels woke walled warders wagged wife wake wheeled whirl waifs wads weak woods woe week wood welded Lesson 9Introducing Q and P: Fourth fingers reaching upqqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp qqqq pppp applaud aside allow applied awake ahead aware appeared depressed equipped episodes passed prefer people pleased possess period paid please pig prodded purpose pile pride prepared purged popped peered peeped poor pigs powder pearls palsied pale padded power proper pulled puddles perhaps park pursed pause paper perilous paraded parks pleasures preferred pursued pallid prodigal pledges papers pull proffered powers passes phrase purple poised prelude possessed puff password propped pages page pair piled pushed porpoises pressed peal pored pipe proud paws prop polished poured pleasure paused persuaded popular prefers possessor purposeful pillow paw prosperous paragraphed prepare peoples pails progress quarrelled querulous qualified quaffed quelled world was his world was his world was his world was his he would grow up he would grow up he would grow up he would grow up Walls were as of Jasper; Walls were as of Jasper; Walls were as of Jasper; She was also where she was; She was also where she was; A good rose is afraid of dusk; A good rose is afraid of dusk; Here was fire: real fire; Here was fire: real fire; Here was fire: real fire; Lesson 10Introducing T and Y: Index fingers stretching uptttt yyyy TTTT YYYY 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horrid hurriedly hard hurried heart hastily hostilities hypotheses hideous host hallways irritated justify jar jerked joys jolly kept kilted key kettles latest last lightly leap litres least late left large larked lets light latter literary lusty laughter laugh leather literature lots lose lost looks latitudes lately lawyer oddities ought outweighs odd opposed outward outstrode otherwise offered outsides oh oppressed outer posture pretty paltry purged pyre pet pots postage persisted past pulled put protruded protested protest pirated politely poetry paths progress quietly quality quarter querulous quarrelled rightly rules rarely regret retreated rattle rehearsed rough repertory railway rapidly retired result ready reality report retreat restored sort should slot straight study set spiritual skirts stout soul show short slightly store slowly sat stepped shout spirit shouted spatter stairs sailor sister sorrow steeply saw strike shall starred shelter shot streaky straw solitary stale squirted stellar sweet seated stay swift strife shut shoes stare surged staggered stiff shuffled struggled square share sheltered steward stealthily speedily supply strikes stroll spiky swiftly squarely solidly splatter skylight sweat the that taste thirty through two to these talk tutelage those this took tutored top their tidy total there told tears tattered trapped turkeys throughout trappers they therefore teas tell turf towards toys true talked till trudged thought terror trapper thoroughly tattooed terse thus too thoughts take truly title treated trestles tristful tardy trotted thoughtful though tooth tug takes together tried thither toss tasted thereto thirsted throw three type trousers tugs thrill titular threshold tarried toiled thrilled twists tiles tree taught tie twist throws telegraph theatre upholstered usual upped useful utterly ugly without wrestle way work writer weird whole white wait wits weighted write water wheels whither woke whistle worthy weather youth year you yet yard your yesterday yell youths yellow yourself yelled Lesson 11Introducing V and M: Index fingers reaching downvvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm vvvv mmmm armfuls assume approved armed army am avoided aims admitted aggressive armour average admired admit approve arrival amidst adversary arm homes hamper homewards humped hum hove heavily heavy helmet humdrum hammered humorous items imperious import imperative imperial imperiously image impelled impassive immediately immured immediate impressed item impressive jump jurymast jams jumped jam jumps jammed level loathsome leaves lived live lives leave love livelier lump levies limitless limited loved lamps mother made met more must measured married mortuary most matter might mottoes moved my mere myself moreover memory moles may moist meet move mist moves misery mothers madly meekly marks merit mark merits military motley modelled overlooked overlook ourselves overhead overpower overtook private previous protoplasm permitted provides palaver preserved promised plover perversely removed reserved resumed revise revealed revelry reverted relieved ramp remarks reversed rammed revel rumored rove rooms some small several smiled similar same simply seemed stamped surmised served stem somewhat smoke system shoved saved sympathy stimulated sieves somersaults swarm slavery seemliest storm streams smelled smiles smells shame tiresome time tempered travel them times temporarily travelled timorously term themselves travellers tempest timeless tame tramp topmasts trampled triumph timidity tram temper twelve ultimate utmost uttermost versed volume vague vessels visit very view vast village vowed various vow visitor visited varied vigorous visits virility vilely waver whatever whom worms warm whims wavered wavy waved waves wolves yams Grew wealthy at thirty through the death of two elder that the world was his his height of just five feet She had her youth passed with glory the latest gossip of the Older Families; the last of those days; Amory was five he was already a delightful fellow; the top of a tree with mortuary attitudes; departure of his father from hell Several days after their lawyers for the first time attempted to forward it The dispersal of the rest was rather the right side of the ledger Lesson 12Introducing C and ,: Second fingers reaching downcccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< cccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< cccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< cccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< cccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< cccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< cccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< cccc ,,,, CCCC <<<< aspects athletic, aristocratic; attractive artificial aristocratic armchairs, accepted affected arithmetical approaches acquiesces acolyte arithmetic, artistic actual advocated cavalier cocktails careless, cards car crush city crutches; couples coat; clatter court calm city, cottages coat, colds clock; coat certificate cottage, delicately, difficult decks discovered diplomatic deceive deck ecstatic escape escaped emaciated especial, ethics, effect electricity fierce, fierce: face, fact flicker fresco fleckless forces forces, graceful hypocritical hockey historical haystack hatchways, hatched haversack, heroic historic hatchet heartsick illicit idiotic justice, justice kick kicked, kicked lilac locust lectures, locomotive, luckless licked; lick locked locker lockers lacked local lock locks, musical moustached music, misplaced much; mice mischievously occur, occupied, orchards officially, ostrich, orifice, occurred perceive, pieced philosophical prejudices, preface, politically recurred replaced rescued resourceful reproach receded, rascals race, secure scallops schoolhouse stock scholars scrawl, staircase, scruple tactics, tickled teaches traces, traces tracks tracks, truck terrific, victory vicious voice voice, witchery welcome woodpecker watched woodcut wrecks watches, watches which, wach welcomed whichever Guide was all that fell to my share, while poor Harold had to take the haversack; All the Christmas this, to us, stood for artistic characters; The house afforded a few of the other equal pictures; Although the characters had a stupid way, they lacked dramatic frame; It seemed fair, especially to Edward, who promptly proceeded to the delicate spotless other side; Harold eagerly put his claim that let him show it to people; This left the picture allotted, with the two or three more who peeped or perched the figures with a drollery; Lesson 13Introducing X and .: Third fingers reaching downxxxx .... XXXX >>>> xxxx .... XXXX >>>> xxxx .... XXXX >>>> xxxx .... XXXX >>>> xxxx .... XXXX >>>> xxxx .... XXXX >>>> Amory took from his mother every trait, except a few, that made him worth while. His father grew wealthy at thirty through the death of two elder relatives. There was that sort of flicker over him that you see over our chalk roads. I always said it must have some time, ought to have, you tell me it has got half as much. Rules always come right if you wait quietly. He strolled up the chalky track that led to his cave. The view from that cave was all right. Footsteps approached with a happy regularity, he could hear them. For the daughter of the wealthy guy, she showed the exquisite delicacy of her features, the art of simplicity of her clothes. Lesson 14Introducing Z and /(?): Fourth fingers reaching downzzzz ZZZZ //// ???? zzzz ZZZZ //// ???? zzzz ZZZZ //// ???? zzzz ZZZZ //// ???? zzzz ZZZZ //// ???? zzzz ZZZZ //// ???? Dead? asked Harold, slightly puzzled. He realized that his fate was sealed. Puzzled to classify it; Gaze at me through this very solid zigzag. As I had expected, a clod, of the first class for size, took my poor hat full of dirt. The dizzy wheels on latest craze; He realized that they referred to that very drizzle. The elephant squeezed the the dusky twilight of her gauze with a yard of his muzzle. Eliza dressed up hollowly gracious to him. a maze of colour, with small figures everywhere. Soldiers puzzled, then apologized lazily. Lesson 15Introducing B and N: Index fingers stretching downbbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN bbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN bbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN bbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN bbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN bbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN bbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN bbbb nnnn BBBB NNNN Margaret had taught in this schoolroom for nearly four years now, ever since her seventeenth birthday, and she knew every feature of the big bare room by heart, and every detail of the length of village street that the high, uncurtained windows commanded. She had stood at this window in all weathers: when locust and lilac made even ugly little Weston enchanting, and all the windows were open to floods of sweet spring air; when tie dry heat of autumn burned over the world; when the common little houses and barns, and the bare trees, lay dazzling and transfigured under the first snowfall, and the wood crackled in the schoolroom stove; and when, as to-day, midwinter rains swept drearily past the windows, and the children must have the lights lighted for their writing lesson. She was tired of it all, with an utter and hopeless weariness. Tired of the bells, and the whispering, and the shuffling feet, of the books that smelled of pencil-dust and ink and little dusty fingers; tired of the blackboards, cleaned in great irregular scallops by small and zealous arms; of the clear-ticking big clock; of little girls who sulked, and little girls who cried after hours in the hall because they had lost their lunch baskets or their overshoes, and little girls who had colds in their heads, and no handkerchiefs. Looking out into the gray day and the rain, Margaret said to herself that she was sick of it all! Lesson 16ComprehensiveSorrow lay lightly around her, and when Amory found her in Philadelphia he thought her steely blue eyes held only happiness; a latent strength, a realism, was brought to its fullest development by the facts that she was compelled to face. She was alone in the world, with two small children, little money, and, worst of all, a host of friends. He saw her that winter in Philadelphia entertaining a houseful of men for an evening, when he knew she had not a servant in He saw one of the greatest libertines in that city, a man who was habitually drunk and notorious at home and abroad, sitting opposite innocent excitement. What a twist Clara had to her mind! She could make fascinating and almost brilliant conversation out of the thinnest air that ever floated through a drawing-room. A calm virility and a dreamy humor, marked contrasts to her level-headedness into these moods she slipped sometimes as a refuge. She could do the most prosy things (though she was wise enough never to stultify herself with such "household arts" as knitting and embroidery), yet immediately afterward pick up a book and let her imagination rove as a formless cloud with the wind. Deepest of all in her personality was the golden radiance that she diffused around her. As an open fire in a dark room throws romance and pathos into the quiet faces at its edge, so she cast her lights and shadows around the rooms that held her, until she made of her prosy old uncle a man of quaint and meditative charm, metamorphosed the stray telegraph boy into a Puck-like creature of delightful originality. At first this quality of hers somehow irritated Amory. He considered his own uniqueness sufficient, and it rather embarrassed him when she tried to read new interests into him for the benefit of what other adorers were present. He felt as if a polite but insistent stage-manager were attempting to make him give a new interpretation of a part he had conned for years. Over the river men were at work with spades and sieves on the sandy foreshore, and on the river was a boat, also diligently employed for some mysterious end. An electric tram came rushing underneath the window. No one was inside it, except one tourist; but its platforms were overflowing with Italians, who preferred to stand. Children tried to hang on behind, and the conductor, with no malice, spat in their faces to make them let go. Then soldiers appeared -- good-looking, undersized men -- wearing each a knapsack covered with mangy fur, and a great-coat which had been cut for some larger soldier. Beside them walked officers, looking foolish and fierce, and before them went little boys, turning somersaults in time with the band. The tramcar became entangled in their ranks, and moved on painfully, like a caterpillar in a swarm of ants. One of the little boys fell down, and some white bullocks came out of an archway. Indeed, if it had not been for the good advice of an old man who was selling button-hooks, the road might never have got clear. |
